IDontKnowWhatToName

No Name

24 Watchers121 Deviations

8.4K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

Can't We Pretend by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

You Win by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

You Win

This ridiculous; Ludicrous. She's smirking at some girl who she thinks isn't pretty- Wait… That's me. A bitchy remark slips From her tight, pink lips And I walk away and pretend I didn't hear When really, dear… You are so lucky That you stole my guy's heart. Who I thought loved me. To be honest, I can't rest At night, thinking how you must be so great. It's fate for you too. Be glad about how much he loves you. You are so strong That you make his rights wrong. How does it feel For your dream to become so real? How does it feel to watch his ex walk by And see her suck in a breath and lie To her friends (and say s

Still by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Still

I see your girlfriend trying to hold your hand And I remember how I lost my chance. I'm on my own island; my own land- I just wish I had a shot at romance. Throughout class, I imagine getting swept of my feet Or those kind boyfriend-girlfriend notes I see everywhere. I want to hear the sappy things that I secretly find sweet- I loathe being able to do nothing but stare (at everyone in love). She goes to your soccer games And you kiss her on her forehead. You both have pictures of each other in a frame And you look at that picture right before you go to bed. I don't care that I hurt, I don't care that you won't say, "I love you" (

Toy by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Toy

Too many guys I've had have taken my heart And torn it piece by piece And now I don't know where to start (to fix it)- I can't find peace (in my head). I think about the guy that did the worst to me- Used me for some girl so cruel… Why could I see? Why was I such a fool?! But it makes me still tear up at night Knowing that I must be as low as her. How can I see the light Thinking of being worse than that monster? I don't want a boy- I want a man. I'm no one's toy.

Provocative by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Provocative

Take my hands And spin me Till I can't stand. Make me feel like I can fly; I am free And show me a good time. I know I got spunk But I know a couple of witty rhymes And my boat hasn't yet sunk. Put your arm Around my shoulders And prove you won't let anyone harm Me- even when I give you the cold shoulder. Spread your warmth all throughout my body- Better damn well spread it to my lips. I can see You staring- You're such a trip. Kiss me with a passion- I'm not easy to catch. Being unique isn't an everyday trend or a fashion- I'm not a clone- I don't get easily attached. Show me if you're truly worth it- Every pain you bri

Innocence by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Innocence

My little pig tails And my little dress- I only listen to fairy tales And I have no regrets. My ponytail And my shorts- I live to never fail And I'm here to support (you). My hair down And my ripped jeans- I usually frown And I've seen stuff I shouldn't have seen. My hair sliced And my mini skirt- Happiness is at too costly of a price So I decide to only hurt. I'm no longer naïve And I now know how difficult joy is to achieve. I've given up on my little princess dresses- I deserve nothing but less Than the best.

Light by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Light

The razor lurks in the shower While I'm sitting here in a field of flowers. You're laughing with me but you sense something wrong- You know my unsung song. I'm grinning but my eyes scream pain- I just want to slash at my vein. I want to just wallow in myself pity And just resent being me. You grab my arm And when I pull away, you take my wrist again and say you won't harm. My eyes become large with fear That what I was attempting to avoid was dangerously near. What you see is my living nightmare- The sight makes your heart tear. Scars. You then turn to see a shooting star. He looks at me and says, "My wish is for you not to c

Something by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Something

There's something I'm missing- It's supposed to keep us whole. It's an important thing To fill the hole. There's something that's hidden Deep in the back of my mind. I know it's been (a long time) But you should know I like my bind. There's something taken From my heart. Sick of faking That it's not torn apart. There's something I need That's sent from above. I need Someone to love (me).

Introduction by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Introduction

My blood is not red- It is blue And green. I have seen things that should never be seen. My eyes are not green Or brown. It is impossible for me to smile till end of time But I shall never forever frown. I'm not an angel Nor a rebel. I have secrets That will never be carried from the breeze to your ear; I shall never tell. I'm me And that's something that will always stay the same. I'm not a slave But I am not free.

Said is Said by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Said is Said

She watches with fear As she sees him near. He can't see the pain on her face- He can't see that she's delicate as lace- No way. Not today. She looks at him in a swift moment- It wasn't meant For him to see. She hadn't grown to a flowering tree. She barely grew from the ground. She was stuck, unable to make a sound. He saw and felt a pang in his heart- Apart From the break up, he wanted to be friends. He didn't want everything to end. Doesn't she understand? She's the whole beach- Not the tiny grain of sand. She can't escape. He's a beautiful landscape- You can always peer to look whenever you please- Or when you don't pl

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

Can't We Pretend by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

You Win by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

You Win

Still by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Still

Toy by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Toy

Provocative by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Provocative

Innocence by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Innocence

Light by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Light

Something by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Something

Introduction by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Introduction

Said is Said by IDontKnowWhatToName, literature

Literature

Said is Said

Watchers 24

See all

Akros751

zasexydarkangel

mynameisBailey

RaMaSot

neopets1fan

SalvationMachine

KillaSydney

Mrs-Freestar-Bul

gealach-and-scath

KelpGull

dylanridley

IWatchUSleep

Watching 40

See all

raven81103

RantingRaven

Poem-forthe-poemless

KasdeyaWolf

WolfDagger369

TheEmoGroup

BVBWut

ramy

UniqueYourselfLove

BandPUnited

Toby512

AshleyxBrooke

AshiharaLover

Mrs-Freestar-Bul

OutkastBoy

Collection

Favourites

See all

These Cuts by malphasloveshisfries, literature

Literature

These Cuts

These scars are for how hard I fell These cuts are for every time I wanted to kiss him These nicks are for every time I felt like calling I cut because Matthew's not here to tell me stop I'm destroying myself because Logan isn't around, like I'd dreamt he would be I think the reason is to keep everyone away You can't hold someone's hand while they're clutching a knife You won't kiss someone who's chewed through their lip in frustration Nobody wants to buy something That is already broken

Group Member 16

Group Admin 1

All-Poems-Welcome

About IDontKnowWhatToName

See all

Artist // Student // Literature

Aug 1
United Kingdom
Deviant for 12 years
They / Them

Badges

My Bio

I've been critiqued, encouraged, and I've had people try to knock me off my feet. Just because I write. I've dealt with mostly people trying to knock me off my feet but I've found out something important through all that hell...

It's impossible to stop what you love.

Favourite Movies

The Runaways

Favourite TV Shows

BONES

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park, Avenged Sevenfold, Black Veil Brides, etc.

Other Interests

Poetry, Singing, Acting, Piano, Flute, and basically... Just throwing myself out there.

Posts

See all

IDontKnowWhatToName

Jun 18, 2012

Pray For My Grandmother

0 min read

My grandmother is in the ER for possible stroke. I can't find the words to explain how distraught and hopeless I feel. She's my best friend and she's in the ER- She can't even talk clearly! All I'm trying to say is, if I get snappy with you (or if I already have), I'm sorry- I just can't find kind words at this point.

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

IDontKnowWhatToName

Jun 13, 2012

Oh My Freaking Gosh

0 min read

Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh. I found out some big news. Okay, there's this school I've been wanting to go to so bad- This school has been the reason I've been trying to improve so much. I just found out the auditions for this school are in DECEMBER. That's not such a big deal, right? Just submit three poems and I'm fine. If fate decides for me to go, I'll go. Ha. Wrong. This is a LITERARY school. Not just poetry. I'm not good at prose, for script-writing, nonfiction, etc. I have not EVER used these types of writing and I need to 'expand' my writing. I have some fellow watchers who have written prose, etc. If you know how,

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

IDontKnowWhatToName

Jun 8, 2012

Guys! -_-

0 min read

It's very disappointing to have had such great followers for a year and then when I get a new account and I become an even better writer, my old watchers won't watch me. If you have been watching me, please watch this account instead: www.raindropsonmywindow.deviantart.com I am NOT going to be posting anymore work on this account anymore. I've gotten better and I improve everyday and that was because of my WATCHERS comments. If you want me to improve, I still need you.

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 172

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Carlson-art

Jun 29, 2012

You moved to

right?

IDontKnowWhatToName

Jul 2, 2012

Yes. I just check for comments.

Alrighty

aww thanks for the watch!!!

malphasloveshisfries

May 28, 2012

Thank you for the fave and your support!!!

Also on your poetic note to the side here, you wrote "would cry", where i think you meant "would you cry". Not being a nazi, just giving you a heads up.

hello!

thanks for the fav